Diagnosis: Depression
Finally, after all, I'm having a very strong depression. I want nothing. I do not feel anything. Inside I have it all empty and do not even want to think about how to fill. Flamenco not only makes me drown in the ocean of my sorrows. In reality, nothing has happened. However, details that come together and make one fatal to feel frustrated and not wanting to wake up morning.
For example, last night I slept at 4 am just because I had to lie, not because they wanted to or had much sleep. I slept well, but I woke up at 12.30 because I dreamed as if some aliens had abducted me and made me questioning, testing etc. Brr ... When I got up, would not dress or anything ... This time, when there is no sun, always with drizzle or rain depresses me more. They called me to come out and said no. Actually, I feel sick. It's like the flu, but worse, because it is not. I am not happy the day and the food good, nor TV, nor the people. Need to be alone and yet I want to give me heat for my inner world. Thanks to my dog to me giver. That's why I love her so much. She does so without interest, without calculation, all because I really want ... Yet there is another ingredient that disappointed me the most. I can not believe it, but I can not fail to do so. Okay, that no matter what. If I get to throw the window that is so, although I am not so stupid for letting go so easily. Oh
anger and rage that gives me so close
Tenerte
unable to reach ..
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